just your average compulsive waver.

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Francine Caitlyn Chye
a.k.a. Hurricaine Fran
a.k.a. Fran the PCD
a.k.a. the happy bunny :D
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040889 (August baby!)
Crescent, ACJC, hocker
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world
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If it's meant to be, it'll be(:

"And sometimes good things fall apart
so better things can fall together"

don't think, just run

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Beware: Major ranting that comes with finding that out what i've been up to:

"studies aside, oh my. fran i really want u to recover fast cause i miss seeing you in school. that poor girl was at the concourse on wed, nearly bursting into tears from the pain she had since last wk. her back and tummy was in so much pain. at first she tot it was stomach flu, then it became stomach cancer (mengs think she has arm cancer too. HAHA), then it's overload of shit in the intestines, then finally a checkup at the hospital saying it's the serious case of gastric. ew. i hate that. u just feel like rolling on the floor and not getting up. aish. must recover k fran :D" -Kai's blog

I think she just about summed it up haha.(:

Anw, on Thurs i had my very first trip to the NUH Accident and Emergency unit. I was rolling around in pain when my dad got home, for me it wasn't any new news cos i had been doing that for the whole day alr, but apparently he thought i looked like i was in a freaking lot of pain (well, i was) and that he had to, being the Alpha male my dad is, fix it. So he said, okay get your stuff we're going to the hospital. About then, my mum decided to tell me about an operation that her friend had to go through when she had severe constipation (i won't go into details) Which freaked me out to no end because that's what the 2nd doctor said i had. Well, not that exactly, but something like that. So i was thinking "OMG THEY'RE GOING TO OPERATE ON ME OMG" and we all know how calm a person i am. So i nearly shitted my pants (haha, pun) all the way there, when i wasn't rolling around in pain.

Then it was a 2 hour wait.. It was a painful wait but anw. She was very nice and after checking me up and everything, she concluded that it was severe gastric. It's weird cos the last time i had that was when i was in primary school, and i havent had really bad gastric since then, only the daily little gastric pains that tell me i need to eat, or when i'm in class and have no food to eat. So anw, apparently those niggly little pains have slowly eaten at my stomach lining and i just had a massive sudden attack.Thank you, little gastric buddies, for making my life a living hell :(

I was telling Nut and my sisters that it was ruining my life. I used to live to eat.. and now i eat to live! :(((( And everything hurts. When i don't eat, when i eat, after i eat. AND THE WORST, IS TRYING TO SLEEP. The backpains haven't gone away, i'm going to call the doctor at the hospital soon to find out if it's supposed to hurt so much.. I've had an average of 2 hours of peaceful sleep every night for the past 3 days, and i've tried every position possible on my bed (not in a kinky way!) but everything hurts. I'm evry miserable so i'm trying to stay away from people so i don't have to burden them with my unhappiness.

Roars :( I was feeling much better for most part of today though! yay! But i hate the nights, i don't think i can take another sleepless one. It's literally driving me to tears :(

My only motivation was: "C'MON FRANCINE, YOU'RE A HOCKEY PLAYER, HOCKEY CAPTAIN '07. STOP WIMPING OUT, YOU CAN BEAT THIS THING. IT DOES NOT HURT. YOU'VE BEEN IN A LOT OF PAIN. THIS DOES NOT HURT."

For about 3 minutes a night, i actually believe it (:

Anyway, i miss school terirbly, can't wait to come back on Tues (Nick's birthday! - but i think i'm more excited than him haha) and see everyone(: And i'm excited to get back to class.. If i can sleep, that is.

Roars.

ex-oh, ex-oh
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